Didn't have much time for Bean today. Came home and he was kinda already chilling by himself. Left him in the crate at around 1145 and thankfully he cried only a little. Maybe he really is getting better. Considering that he was alone for most of the day today, without getting his energy expended, he really did a great job. I just felt like I didn't have enough training time with him today, just the one in the morning before I went to work.
On a separate topic, I saw her today. 3 years of going to bishan to run, to gym, I never once saw her. Yet it happened today. It feels the same. When I saw her, anger skyrocketed. I felt that rage all over again. It's odd to think that this is also the same week that I decided that I want to join sunday school and go to church on sunday. Had a brief talk with my mum too. She was tired so I didn't let the conversation run for too long. There was some truth in what she says. But some things, I still don't agree with. It may just be me being stubborn, but I may be right as well. There's just one thing though. You can hate a dead person right? I don't agree that a dead person is unable to evoke emotions from me. I can still hate a person for what she's done when she's alive ain't it?
