Sunday, May 27, 2012
Mad week.
Monday - Had night driving till around 0000. Slept at 12+, woke up at 0700.
Tuesday - Had to wash the tank. Slept at 0330. Woke up at 0645.
Wednesday - Continued with washing of the tank and slept at 12+ again. Woke up at 0715.
Thursday - Slept at 2220. (Shiok!)
Friday - Slept at 2145. Woke up at 0330.
Saturday - Didn't sleep at all.
Sunday - Slept at 0445. Woke up at 0715. Booked out at 1400, gotta book in later by 2200.
For monday to friday, that was on top of our training in the day. Barely had enough rest for the past 2 days. I'm glad i drank the red bull though, if not i wouldn't have the energy to do anything. Really very tired right now. There's still training tomorrow till friday. There's also tank washing tomorrow as well. I think i'm gonna fall sick sooner or later.
Brian
5:13 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2012
"The flesh looks at the smooth road and thinks it would be easier if I were made to forget completely, or were given an answer soon. Psalm 57: "... In the shadow of thy wings will i make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast... God that performeth all things for me... My heart is fixed: I will sing and give praise." -Elizabeth Elliot
Brian
5:05 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Hmm i guess i wont be blogging too much anymore? since i can't blog everyday i've been writing on a notebook everyday. Well, almost everyday. But yeah. Army provides some and takes away a lot.
Brian
4:10 PM
Monday, May 7, 2012
i really prefer youtube singers now. Tiffany Alvord! my songs are kinda old already. gotta update myself ah! din even know maroon 5 had a new single. Listening to music in bunk is shiok. I guess that has been something i've been looking forward to everyday when i'm in camp. And somehow i dunno what's with me but i've got an addiction to milk tea. Always have a craving for milk tea whenever i'm in camp and the first thing i'll do when i'm out, hunting for a bubble tea shop! YEAHH! and guess what, my camp sells the pokka milk tea in the vending machine :D
course starting this week. officially ends on 1st june and i'll have another POP on 8th of june. after that will be flying overseas both in september and october. 3weeks each but i'll have only a 1week break in between. kinda excited because i've never been to a country so far and i've never boarded a plane? And well, yeah, its free!
Today is my book in day.
One more stupid love song, i'll be sick.
Brian
1:40 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Just back from watching an awesome movie, Avengers. Might just be the first few to have watched this movie in Singapore. Hulk is like this big green guy that is super awesome and he totally changed my perspective of him. And well, black widow isn't as strong as the others in the Avengers. But hey, at least she can protect the people she love.
After being in army for so long, I'm really starting to know myself better. When i'm tired and under stress, i get really impatient. I become selfish. Under those circumstances, my welfare is all i think about. Even though i know i'm weak both mentally and physically, i still am an arrogant boy. I don't know how and what to prioritize anymore. In the army, i'm just forced to do everything, but when i'm out, i just don't want to do anything, but slack. Shouldn't everything be the opposite of what is happening now? I'm just so lost.
Right now, i can't seem to recognise the person in the mirror. Haha maybe i should just stay single all my life, because i can't even take care of myself.
Somtimes i really wanna be like hulk. He's just a little angry, that's all.
Brian
1:29 AM
