Tuesday, August 27, 2019
I loved you enough to let you be you.
After you started figuring out who you are, you left..
Through that, I learnt to be me again,
Because while I was figuring how to love you properly, I lost myself.
You never did reciprocate, you never did try.
You treated me only as a good friend.
And it has become what it is.
I'm just glad I managed to find myself again.
Who knows what'll happen if I didn't?
Brian
10:41 PM
Friday, August 23, 2019
I used to be pretty okay at holding conversations.
Right now, I think it's so tough and I've gotta try much harder to keep conversations going.
Welp.
Brian
9:57 PM
Tuesday, August 6, 2019
In the past 2 years, I've always asked myself the reason behind training and working out.
Am I trying to impress someone? The answer has to be no.
IF it was, I'd have stopped long ago.
Because there's honestly no one to impress.
I do this so often because it genuinely brings me joy. I like to go through suffering to know that I'll benefit in the end. It'll be worth it eventually. Sadly, there aren't many other things in life that works this way. So, perhaps just let me stick to what I know. Some things just aren't worth that extra effort and commitment.
Brian
10:18 PM
