Saturday, October 12, 2019
Back home.
What an episode it's been for the past 2 weeks.
It was all down till the 7th day after op before it started going up.
I'm so thankful for the people who took time to come down, especially those who did multiple times.
Thankful to my sister especially, for coming down just accompanying me for such long hours almost everyday.
If I really think about it, the past year's been really crazy. This episode was one of the bigger things which happened and yet again, gave me another perspective of life.
Some things really can't be taken for granted. I didn't know if I was gonna get better or not.
I'm really glad I did.
It's weird. There's an empty feeling when I came back home.
It should be a happy thing, yet there was a certain familiarity to the ward I was in.
When I was starting to recover, I had more energy to talk to the doctors and nurses who were taking care of me.
They really took good care of me, especially the nurses.
I've never been so helpless in my life. I needed someone to unbutton my shirt so I could bathe.
That was a really weird feeling.
Towards the end of everything, it felt like staying in a chalet with friends around me.
That was awesome, and now I'm back to being alone, doing my own stuff at home.
Oh gosh, why am I so needy?
One of the nurses asked why I looked a little sad when I was being discharged.
I guess this is why. They've been real nice to me.
Brian
10:15 PM
