Sunday, October 6, 2019
11th day.
I've been having pains in the stomach from standing too long or after passing urine/motion.
It's affecting my daily walks. Well, I'm told that walking helps in bowel recovery so it's kinda frustrating that i'm unable to walk.
I had this pang of emotion yesterday that i couldn't stand this anymore. It was really scary.
There wasn't a position that was comfortable, my heart felt heavy and anxious, thinking about why isn't it getting better yet. Though it really lasted only for a little while. Had a short nap and i felt better after.
Staying in the hospital for this long really is getting worrying. Bowel sounds are still very very weak and faint. I've pooped but according to my cousin who's sorta a doctor, i should be feeling hungry as well if my bowels are moving.
Please, i beg of you my bowels. Please work, please wake up. You're the missing link. I know i gotta be patient and let you take your time. But hey, it'd be nice if you can speed things up slightly. It's time to work.
Brian
10:21 PM
