Saturday, April 9, 2016
2 weeks till finals and 3 weeks till the end of this sem.
Feeling really stressed out and worrying about school and some other stuff.
There'll still be sleepless nights and days when i don't feel like myself.
I wish it could be easier but i'm kinda glad it ain't.
If it was, it wouldn't have been real.
There are still some things left unsaid, but maybe i should let it be left unspoken.
I thought a lot about whether i should post.
I figured maybe after so long of not updating you wouldn't be visiting this site anymore.
In any case, if you ever do come back and read this, i don't blame you for anything.
Instead, i thank you for a lot of things. Some of which you know and some of which you don't.
If one day we ever do meet again, maybe i'll tell you all about it then.
I'm still learning how to live for myself.
I'm still trying to make myself think that days will get better.
I'm still waiting for someone i can live for.
Maybe i've had a little success in some of these things.
All i wanna say is, do you feel happy right now?
If you do, then let things remain the way it is.
If you don't, don't worry. Eventually you will be.
Either way, one thing i know for sure, i can't be a part of it.
Broken crayons still colour.
Brian
12:32 AM
