Friday, January 15, 2016
It's so unreal
Didnt look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but you didnt even know
I wasted it all just watch you go.
Everything is unreal.
Who would've thought that it would turn out the way it did?
I fell. Hard.
Now i'm still trying to get myself outta this pit.
But first i gotta stop lying on the ground, feeling useless, helpless.
If i carry on like that, it might come to a point where i may never get back up.
Of course, it would be easier if someone was to help me outta this hole.
But right now, my biggest obstacle is me.
I need time.
Indeed, i'm trying to hold on.
Whether you know or not, i dont know.
There might come a day when i have to watch you go.
Hopefully i'll be better by then.
I dont think i'm the same person a few months back.
I really liked the me 6months ago,
Will i be able to find him again? Maybe. Who knows?
Brian
12:49 AM
