Wednesday, September 9, 2015
Hi blog,
I'm back again. There's no one else I can talk to right now. It hurts so much, maybe a little too much.
She was everything to me.
My thoughts, my actions, my dreams even.
Now i've lost her.
We weren't even anything. We were just friends.
I guess I let my feelings sink too fast, too quick, too deep.
Now that you're gone, everything changed. My pillar of support is gone.
Maybe you'll never know how much you meant to me.
Maybe you'll hate me.
Maybe you'll forget me.
But i'm sorry, sorry to have hurt you.
If you ever see this, give me some time till i figure out what's the best thing to do. Right now, i just can't let this feelings go rampant for it has been rampant for far too long. Maybe that's why it hurts so bad. I said before that we should stay as friends, i couldn't. That's why i made this decision. The last thing i want is to hurt you, but that's impossible now. I just hope that the hurt now is nothing compared to the pain we'll feel if we let this continue. I'll talk to you when i can see you as a friend. When that'll be? Honestly, i don't know. Maybe soon, maybe later, maybe never. I hope you stay strong too.
-Day 2-
Brian
3:27 PM
