Sunday, October 12, 2014
First time trying this stupid strat guys. GLOBAL MADNESS! So much cheese boys! Sadly 3 of them had bkb:(
Credits:
jubabwee - Spectre
thecokebottle - Nature's Prophet
frozzenflamez - Bloodseeker
Sloth - Zeus
sorry no love for john the disruptor because you no global:)
Brian
10:26 PM
Monday, October 6, 2014
hi there,
I'm back again within this very short interval.
Well, recently I've been wondering what I want in life, what actually fuels me for doing what I'm doing everyday(which actually isn't much). Some people always post good food that they eat on instagram, some people work hard because they feel that they need to, for the future, for their personal achievements or whatever.
I think for me, I just want to be good at something. Whenever I look at other people, they always have things that they are good at, and it's usually super obvious. For me, there really is nothing that I'm good at. Studying? Nope. Sports? Nope. These are some of the more common things to be good at but I really have nothing that I excel at particularly well.
I think the underlying reason for my want of being good at something is that I want to impress people. I want to hear people saying that I'm good at something. Being praised, being recognised and that I don't think is all too healthy for me. I'm trying too hard to be someone that I'm not. I find it hard to be myself because I don't know who I am. I've been constantly trying so hard to be someone that I'm not that I lose myself.
Oh man, 7 more weeks till this sem ends. I hope I can survive this.
Some feelings have been put away, some things aren't meant to happen now, while other things we do not know.
'Since you never notice, I'll sing it in a love song.'
Brian
11:10 PM
