Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I've fallen into a quicksand. The more i struggle, the deeper i sink. I've tried to make it less obvious, but maybe to others and not to you. Maybe you already knew, maybe you don't, though i really hope its the latter. So that it won't end up being awkward, at least for you. I'll try my best, i really will, just so that i can forget you. It may sound really dumb 10years later when i look back at this, but at least this is how i really felt. What i feel
这些年, will eventually become 那些年. A whole day at home, my mum noticed i was a bit down. Yeah i was. I couldn't tell you that, because you will ask me why and i wouldn't have been able to say it. Even if you know, please don't let me know, i may not be able to take it. I'm going into the army soon, by then everyday will be so full of activities that i might not even remember you at all. Except for the time when people are allowed to call. I'll leave that to later, i just want to sort out this feeling i had for 2years now. Its clinging unto to tightly i haven't been able to shake it off. Think i gotta be stronger in order to shake it away. Or maybe a little more heartless.
Brian
10:16 PM
