-Emo Post Alert-
If people asked me a question, which object would best describe you, what would i say? I had this random thought on the way back and it seems rather true. I would describe myself as a mirror. As boring as the people around you and as interesting as the people around you. I would treat people the same way they treated me. Maybe i'm always very particular about the fact that its always even. If someone gave me something, I'm compelled to give that person something back as well. But you see, there's a flaw. If someone treated me very badly, i would treat that person very badly as well. I've thought about it a few times now, its just today that i discovered something more about this characteristic of me.
Also, 10 days left. I really don't want to go? Yes, I'm referring to army. People always say, eh why you so pessimistic about going in? Eh army only la, no big deal one. Well those people are the people whom i meet almost everyday. And this is also the reason why I don't really like, or rather, i don't really dare to be close to anybody. The feeling of parting sucks. I hate it. I really hate it. Who am i gonna whatsapp when i will be using some dumbass phone? There won't be anymore lunches, dinners, late-night suppers, chilling at someone's house, or simply, going out just to have fun, to play frisbee or something. I enjoy all these little things, just because you guys are not just my friends, but my brothers and sisters in Christ as well. i guess i gotta think in another perspective as well. Even if i'm not going into the army, everyone's so busy right now and i'll be bored anyway. So yeah, army. Thanks little space, i didn't realise that until now.
All of the wasted time
The hours that I left behind
The answers that I'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
