Monday, January 9, 2012
back on this little space! well 30min more and its 21more days to army! argh i gotta stop talking about army so much. well yeah i've been busy! busy having fun! yayyyyyy some BASICs came to our house ytd to watch movie and play with autumn! not mentioning our secrets that got exposed=.=
i knew it was gonna be a rough lesson tonight and indeed, it really was. Well, that's not a bad thing, but if i listened to the lesson and take no action to apply it in my daily life, it will be. Its difficult to understand how everything has to be allowed by God, although its done with our own free will but God allowed it to happen? and God actually shows his glory through our sins? ahhhh i dunno if its the right word but in a sense that if there's no sin, there wouldn't be a need for Jesus to go up on the cross. Sin originated from man and God did not create sin. It was because of our sinful nature which caused us to sin and put Jesus on the cross, crucifying Him once and again when we sin. I guess the part which struck me the most today was that Balaam was a PAGAN SORCERER?! and that he knew and understood something all of us ought to know and understand as well - Numbers 22:18 [But Balaam answered them, "Even if Balak gave me all the silver and gold in his palace, I could not do anything great or small to go beyond the command of the Lord my God."] I gotta learn to understand this, but first, more reading of the Bible is required as well...
so many things i want to do, so little time, so many things i'll miss out on eventually...
Brian
11:26 PM
