Saturday, January 28, 2012
Back from another long day! (Soon it'll be long weeks! HAHA) For some weird reason i was seeing and feeling so many things i usually won't in a normal day. The TARDS planned an outing for me, though it was not the perfect outing i have to say, people pangseh, people complaining that it was boring and want to go home. erggghhh, but still i thank you guys for planning this :D
Got my watch at compass point and little did i expect that a thought would've triggered in my mind. I saw the watch that i wanted immediately when i went into the shop but the shop uncle was attending to another 2 customers so he asked me to wait. So i was looking at all the watches on display. Suddenly, BAM! It hit me. I was feeling so intimidated by all the watches ticking, they displayed different times and the ticking was different as well. Time is such a fascinating thing to think about. Everyone's view on it is different, it depends on what you're doing, who you're with and what you're thinking. It can be very fast or it can be very slow. Brought me back to the theory of relativity, everything is relative. When we compare our suffering to what Jesus suffered during his 33years on Earth, everything seems so peaceful and smooth. But well, time is still something i don't really dare to comment on.
2nd thing that happened today. I cried during the movie, "We Not Naughty". To be honest, I DON'T KNOW WHY I CRIED? SO scary! i didn't think i would cry during movies. I'm not a person that would cry easily, maybe because i cried too much when i was young. For some reason, there were alot of things i could relate to in this movie. There are alot of times when we treat our parents the way they treat us, in a bad way. From their point of view, they will think that they can do this because they are our parents but we will think that its unfair, and thus the rise of a miscommunication. The part where the most tears flowed was when the teacher was chasing his students, telling them why its wrong for them to work for the loansharks and how it will affect their future. I say first okay, i'm NOT involved in things like that but what the 2 students said was really how i felt 2 years ago. I'm already in this state, so what if anything happens to me? I am in such a lousy school, what future is there for me? Furthermore, i retained in this lousy school! What else do you want from me? I had these thoughts 2 years back. I got reminded of myself, and i just couldn't help it, but cry.
Third thing was dinner at timbre! Food was great, so was the price=.= BUT it was definitely worth it. Now i really wanna learn singing so that i can sing at places like that next time. There was this guy who pulled off many songs very well! First time i've heard a Singaporean sing SO well! Its really a satisfying feeling when people are enjoying their food while listening to you sing, and most importantly, they enjoy it. I don't care about the pay, as long as people enjoy listening to me singing, its definitely worth it. I'm not good enough now, so i'll continue to try harder!
Crying isn't a bad thing, i was just surprised because i always find it difficult to cry.
Brian
11:27 PM
