Saturday, December 17, 2011
I don't think anyone is gonna read this. Since the last time i made a post was in March 2010? i guess blogs isn't really the "in" thing nowadays but nonetheless i'm still gonna make a post today. I guess the family camp this year has been a very good camp for me. The sermons i heard really questioned my heart and faith. I sincerely hope that i'm able to keep this with me in my daily life.
You know sometimes when a brother/sister comes up to you and ask if you're free to talk? Then you continue a conversation discussing about things that you aren't able to discuss with ur other friends? Having a conversation with someone who believes in the same things as you is really really comforting. Because you that you're not alone, and by the fact that there's someone whom you know keeps you in prayer is already comforting. I really enjoy these conversations and i thank God for that.
More and more people have been coming up to me saying its obvious. I don't know if its the way i talk to her or the the way i treat her or for whatever reasons. But,one thing is for sure, as long as it doesn't affect my heart for God. I think its still okay? i really need to talk to someone who has experienced this to tell me what to do. Meanwhile, i'll continue praying and put my hope in God that He'll lead me in this aspect of my life. Another question i have is also, does she know? You know, i have the courage to post this because i assume that nobody reads my blog anymore so it really serves as a place for me to type my thoughts out...
Brian
9:21 PM
