Monday, August 4, 2008
alright...today's post shall be an angry post...this post is not to prove tt i bear grudges or anything...it is jus to serve as another page of my life so that i can one day still remember wad i felt and wad i thought at this point of time...it is also not to show tt i'm angry...cos as i've told sheryl today...unless its some major stuff...after i slp and wake up the nxt day...i would've completely forgotten about it...so this post would jus basically be showing wad i feel...
ytd was sunday...and as some of u noe...church is a rather impt part of my life...i could die w/o it...so as usual i went to church...and attended the morning's worship session den after tt was the sermon...and guess wad? the bunch of ppl were late again...but this time i heard smth which was rili unpleasant to my ears and i couldn't believe at 1st...
me - filling up my water bottle...
them - came out of lift
one of them - ' 哇，还那么早啊？'
me - looked at watch, guess the time???
it was 9:44 at tt moment and we should be in there 5 mins before and it starts at 9:45, by right we should be in there at 9:40, i would consider myself as late and they can say its early?!? wad's gotten into their brains? food? faeces? or maybe its jus empty...
den after the sermon...we went for our sunday school...as always i was super hungry and couldn't stop tinking bout food...so i went to eat some lexus biscuits...and we were supposed to be sitted down at 11:15...i was slightly late and sat down at ard 11:16-17 and guess when did they sit down?? wow...they can be late by 8mins!!! woots...u guys gt courage man!!! WWOOOOOO!!! *applause* in total...there were like 10 ppl hu were tt late...and 3 teachers were waiting sia...hu are they?? superstars arh har?? nid to roll out the red carpet for u?? after they took a stroll to get to their seats...den thls was super angry already...so he told us tt 11:15 we had to be sitted down is a rule...its not an optional thing...being 8mins late is simply ridiculous...and they were giving those innocent faces...as though their expressions could almost say " oh! its me arh? aiyah...cfm not me one lar' ...and the main thing was tt they were sec4s, sec3s...we should be the role models for the sec1s and 2s...but instead the sec1s are the role models...hw ironic...during the sunday school was the most irritating part of the day...not only tt group was talking...2 of my very very gd frens were oso toking quite frequently...and one of them in tt group was breaking another 2 of the rules...using handphone and eating sweets...our 2 sunday school teachers had been saying no using of handphones and no eating of sweets once we start...but he dun care...
after sunday school...i did tell my 2 very very gd frens off...they were silent for a min or two...den we started talking again...but as for those certain group of people...i rili dunno wad to say about u guys...dunno wad to think and dunno wad to do...u guys were the motivation for me coming to church...everytime i go to church...i jus wish to see u guys...having time wif u guys was so relaxing...but now? u guys jus aren't the same anymore...guys and girls act like there is no barrier in between...where's ur discipline? where's ur love for God? flew away? eaten up by Satan? i sure dun hope so...cos i still wish tt i could hang out wif u all again...but ur behaviour now is jus freaking intolerant...
i wanna say here...i'm not emo...i'm not angry...i jus feel disappointed and sian...how come these ppl could jus change in a very short amount of time...i'm rili not emo...jus sad and disappointed...but i rili feel better after saying 0ut...honestly speaking...i dun care if any of u guys read this...cos u guys can hate me for all u want to...but reflect on wad u have done this few wks and ask urself this qn... "Am i making the right choice? "
sry for the lengthy and wordy post...haha...
Brian
7:43 PM
