Friday, October 30, 2009
You know how sometimes you create something so perfect, so ideal just to lie to youself even though you know it ain't real? Initially, everything was just perfect, but as time goes by, the truth starts revealing itself and the truth is the total opposite of what you thought. Clouded by your own feelings, you create this mirage. The mirage that's used to satisfy your own desires. The mirage that's perfect. But, face it, the truth hurts. What you think may not always be the truth.
EMO SIOL! don't worry! me not emo! =D
Innocence
11:23 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
alright alright i know i havent been updating for quite some time and this time.. i bring bad news - i have a HIGH CHANCE that i may retain. So here comes the question, should i go poly? or retain in j1? difficult decision la i'll leave that till after promos, when the sentence is given. OH MAN! retaining SIAN TTM LA! but teng has a chance to retain too, so if he really retain den we go same course in poly de la! sad there's no vocals course in poly if i'll be the first to enrol siol~
anyway revised alot for econs today, weird that i chiong so much for my H1 subj instead of my H2 subjs... sian leh school getting abit fun den i'm in fear that i may retain already wthell and i still haven get the chance to talk to u la walao... but really honestly frankly speaking, i dun dare to take the initiative oso.. ARRRGHHHH! so damn freaking confusing..
Priority now: Promos first, AFTER PROMOS... PARTAAYYY! looking forward to friday~ friday~ OH YEAH FRIDAY! oh boy cant wait! but after promos will need to get back results den oso gg le...but prepared le la prepared le so we'll wait and see!
hmm...which poly should i go? TP? NYP? SP? LOL! PROMOS PROMOS! what i thinking? Haiyoh~
Innocence
8:48 PM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
so long since i blogged, ALMOST one month...whew checked just in time...if not one month den got dead blog anniversary le..lolol...lame. registered for the auditions for teachers' day celebration and went to the jamming studio last saturday and ytd night to practise and everything is super new to me. 1st time singing with a band, 1st time going to jamming studio 1st time using mic to singO.o lol so many first times la. and the auditions were today it went pretty smoothly, but still there were complications, drums too loud den cant hear the guitar solo and brandon's guitar solo kena spoil la...damn sian diao...but lucky i never zaoxia la...although i had to gek to reach some of the notes and it din sound nice...at all. well, its the 1st time i'm trying this genre of songs and its quite difficult to put my feelings into the song. hmm...judges commented that we had to have eye contact with the crowd so that it'll improve our stage presence. if they're referring to me den its my bad, but if they're referring to the guitarist den abit too ridiculous ah? we oso not professionals and dun even have enough time to practise of cos muz focus on the guitar so that we wun make any mistakes mah...wth.. ahh nvm la...anyway now jus need to wait for the results for the auditions! Hope we get in!
Innocence
9:05 PM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I will forever see you as
The crazy and aloof relative.
I can ignore the social stigma calling you
A burden to our family,
You may not believe me, but no one thinks you are
Worthy of our care and concern.
You will always be
Upsetting us with your displays of forgetfulness;
asking the same question for the 10th time in an hour;
Leaving your dirty undergarments in the fridge, insisting
its a washing machine;
Going for a stroll and never remembering your way back;
No matter what you do,
I hope to make this clear:
Filial peity doesn't apply when you're mentally ill.
Its ridiculous to think that
your condition can be controlled.
Deep within me, I am absolutely certain that
If you are no longer around in this family
Our lives would have been so different.
Anything in this world
Is more important than
Taking care of you.
It dawned on me one day,
If only i could turn back time,
All these would not be the same...
My dearest ah ma... (http://dact09.xi-ayl.com/video.php)
After reading this whole chunk of words, try to read it from bottom to top, line by line...and u'll discover smth which is much more meaningful, enjoy! =D
Innocence
7:39 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Imagine that you're a student in an art class. You and dozens of classmates are learning from a master painter. Once day your teacher displays a painting of his own. It's an incredible work of art, and he wants each of you to copy it.
You're about to begin working when you turn to look at the person next to you. You're surprised to note that he has a larger brush than you and a different kind of canvas. You look around at the rest of the class. Some students have acrylic paint, others watercolor, still others oil - and veryone is using different colors. Though you all have the same assignment, you each have completely different materials. This frustrates you. Some students have materials that you would prefer for yourself. Why should they get them?
You're not the only student to notice the disparity. A hand goes up on your left. A girl with only a ragged brush and three pale shades of blue on her palette is noticeably agitated. " This isn't fair, " she tells the teacher. " How do you expect me to duplicate your painting when the people around me have so many more colors to choose from? "
The teacher smiles. " Don't worry about the other students, " he says. " I've carefully chosen brushes and paints for each of you. Trust me. You have what you need to complete the assignment. Remember, your goal is not to create a painting that mirrors the person next to you, but to do your best with the materials I've given you to replicate
my painting. "
[Say hello to courtship] by Joshua Harris
Innocence
7:58 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
haha~ so long no blog le...anyway there were 12 cfm-ed cases...BUT there's only left a few now...some ppl recovered...WOOHOO! yeah~ anyway went out with huahyun, huiyee, melvin, sijia, wilson, xavier and yingting to sentosa today...so long since i went there la...and i din noe there was the sentosa monorail from vivocity O.o i was totally clueless bout tt la...den went there slack around...starting dunno wad to do...cos we were at the beach...waiting for xavier to come, den he took so long to come la, so we decided that we go do smth b4 he came, in the end he oso nvr go in sentosa la...lolol...anyway only melvin and huahyun went into the water cos the rest nvr bring xtra clothes=.= sian diao...but we all still played with the water la...lolol...super fun...den kinda spent 1hour there playing wif water and sand..haha...
den we went to vivo to find tt stupid xavier, hu came so late...lolol...had dinner at some food court den talked about alot of things back when we were in 4D la...LOL! it was SUPER funny! all the things we used to do...weiyeow, lik, mainly those ppl hu weren't there la...den we talked about our kfc escapades...HAHAHHAHAH! i tell u - HILARIOUS! LOL! LOLOL! laugh until stomach uber pain...but its was damn fun...
den went home le...AIYAH SIAN! but rili super uber tired la...haha the old days...
ok i'm feeling super random now! not sure why though...but RANDOM! but i guess i rili should go sleep already...awhile more ltr bah i guess...jus awhile more...till today end...and i'll sleep tomorrow! haha...GOODNIGHT PPL! =D
Innocence
11:02 PM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
got to know that zengyi and yuhan have also been cfm-ed with h1n1...i rili hope they're not going through any pain or wad not...and 3 other ppl, qiai, winghay and cheng xing are still waiting for their results...i hope they're ok though...hope there wun be a 5th,6th or 7th case for our church...pls do pray for them...thx...
p.s. Eat more fruits and drink more water! Stay healthy people! =DD
Innocence
11:14 PM
